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Rogue Diary by i3Images Marc Anthony Iannini and Orlando Be

Rogue Diary Photography Exhibition


In a collaboration with photographer Marc Anthony Iannini of i3Images featuring short stories I wrote as Orlando Bé for an upcoming book, the joint efforts in words and images offer a spiritual result to viewers in a partnership with one of our favorite charities in San Diego. 

My Public Relations efforts now are geared toward finding the best recipient of the funds raised and the venue for it. The task is daunting, as the different nonprofits and causes are many.


One proposed display of the show is a simple arrangement of photographs and printed short stories hanging from a steel cable, using decorative clips to hold both photographs and stories in a non-linear narrative.


The exhibition presents the story of the fictional character Lucius Bod, a traveler who shares stories written whilst capturing the scenes surrounding him as landscapes of longing and pleasure as vignettes in a Diary.





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Post-N.A.


I felt my world was too hard to carry on my shoulders, so a collapse was inevitable in a way no picture book would do it justice. Disintegrating painfully, I rushed to seek help because above it all, I was still proud of being born and alive to think and feel it all, despite my self-sabotaging tendencies. 

A few days at the local hospital gave me a perspective on what ails my mind. Professionals in the medical field have two views of how the bag of water and minerals that is me works: Chemicals and spills quite like those Exxon and BP dumped in our world. In my world. The other, an evident lack of a holistic approach to wellness and movement - exercise, to be clear - that would circulate my chemicals more uniformly. Both apply to me thoroughly perhaps even into the spiritual layer. 

Today I feel a tremendous disappointment in my sponsor and in the current programs for addiction, as the underlying cause of most addictions is an intellectual and spiritual famine. Neither Psychiatry nor N.A. will do for me what constant exercises in Mindfulness engaged now and hereafter can do. Will do. 

When I truly needed practical help during three emergencies, no hands reached out. Ornately concealed under the rhetoric of lazy cowards was the group of recovery junkies, those for whom interacting with another addict is a lure drenched in caramel and chemical dust. I was not human to people who otherwise could have offered their help and not just a platform to be haughtier than thou. I’m appalled at what passes for friendship in some groups. 

Some stability has now come into my world, the world I dumped all my toxic spills into when I was a part of the toxic chain of modern life. I plan to keep it clean going forward. That is all for now.


Text: © Lucius Bod   
Image: © Narcotics Anonymous
Drawing of an eye

Untitled


I can describe almost anything except the sensation my drum beats give me when I am fully enraged. I feel pain. I am pain. Surrender is but a memory when I allow myself to flog my loved ones with ugly words, defacing everything I’ve built with love. How bitterly I pay the price the next morning.

As I feel better in my recovery from substance abuse today, I continue writing about my progress in this diary. I vow to feel every extreme of the emotional spectrum until I know how to live clean again, but that cannot occur without some damage to my spirit unless my new program of acceptance and courage is set into my daily routine. 

This note is to remind me of good times and great feelings, to remind myself to breathe slowly. The drum beats slowly and now, softly.


Text: © Orlando Barahona
Image: © Christian Blanxer/Flickr


Kiss

It’s been said that writers breathe in sighs and less oxygen permeates the brain because of it. Today, there are several reasons to be sad and yet every step I am taking is about a story I want to tell, hoping to see light… I sit on the sofa and it absorbs my grief; my fingers meet rugged weaves that now feel what I feel. Sigh.

How to describe two beautiful eyes looking out from a window soaked in sun and somehow still dim without inflicting harm on the image? Everyone must accept their lot in life and somehow, I still refuse the hand I’ve been dealt. Should I be proud if I am dirty? Would I be proud if no one believes what I believe in?
I let go of these thoughts when I feel the sun warming my hand. That elusive happiness will be felt not in sighs but in smiles when I find it.

Text: © Lucius Bod
Image: © Day Donaldson/Flickr
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